good morning good morning oh how you doing a little emergency room visit oh that's uh but did
you die well i just thought i was having a heart attack and uh yeah so i ended up there for a while
not fun i can handle a great amount of stress but there's that threshold you know when
and your body just starts to shut down.
It's pretty wild.
So they found a little glitch in my EKG,
and then they admitted me.
Always a good time.
And I was not mentally feeling well either.
But I'll tell you, they hit you with that Ativan.
You certainly will feel better.
I think they were trying to print me a ticket for another cruise,
And I was like, no, not needed, not today.
But they did a bunch of tests and, you know, kidneys, all that stuff's fine.
They did the whole workup.
I don't know how those nurses and doctors do it, man, especially in an emergency room.
Man, I don't know how they do that job.
So when you're not feeling so hot mentally, they put a security guard outside your door, right?
And they could see you so that eventually, you know, they sent the security guard away and all that stuff.
And I let them know that I had my own, you know, mental health team.
And Toby's like, so you can handle it with them, right?
I don't need to call a psych team down here.
I was like, no, we don't need the psych team.
We don't need the psych team, but under great amounts of stress and stuff.
Your body sometimes just takes over, and it just says, you know what?
Not today, bro.
Not today.
But the doctor was super cool.
I never met him.
But when you have, like, a severe panic attack, I don't know if anybody's ever had one that's listening, but you literally feel like you're going to die.
And it feels like a heart attack, like you're having a heart attack.
So that's no fun.
But I knew some people knew that I had gone, and, you know, I just wanted to come on and get a little proof of life.
Hey, what's up?
Back from the almost dead.
I'm supposed to rest.
Thank you, Coco.
Oh, no.
I feel a little better.
The nurse that stuck me with the IV, though, they didn't do it right.
I think they kind of, like, tore one of my veins because it's like the area is swollen today.
It's not supposed to be like that.
It's like, come on, amateurs.
i thought they were supposed to be pros i mean not only do they do that they put it they put
the deal in really deep for the iv i was like this is crazy but yeah a couple days of rest
i guess yeah i know and i always joke with them a little bit and i go are you good and usually
they're like, hell yeah. This guy was like,
I guess. That's not what you want to hear when someone's
putting an IV needle in your arm.
That's not what you want to hear. You don't want to hear, I guess.
I have great veins. I'm like, what are you looking for?
He took too long. I should have stopped and said,
can we get somebody else in here? Yeah. He's like, I guess.
Did you just get out of school?
I mean, how many of these have you done?
Is this your first one?
Aren't you guys supposed to do this a couple times?
Never say I guess to an emergency patient.
That would be my, you know, summary.
Yeah, I should have gotten someone different.
I was like, look, dude.
And then usually they just put the needle in there, right?
Yeah, I do.
I do.
I'm very vascular.
So then he goes, big ouch, like he's about to go.
I'm like, what?
Asshole.
Do it.
Don't warn me.
I don't need a warning.
Just, you know, just go.
I know.
Like then you're, you know, then part of your body tenses up and stuff.
I don't need the warning of a big ouch coming.
What do you mean, big ouch?
Get you in your face.
What's wrong with it?
But if you ever got an IV, you're really not supposed to be, like, acutely aware of it.
You know?
But I sure was.
Then they took a ton of blood.
But my electrolytes are all good.
Liver, kidney function.
I'm healthy as a horse.
Stress can do very weird things.
Yeah, the doctor said, you know, you can't really...
It's really difficult to tell the difference.
And he said, you know, anytime you feel that way, you should definitely be here.
They're just like, throw him in the unalive section.
So that's where I was for a little while.
But it all works out somehow.
Crab Rangoon is in the title because I was watching this dude.
He lives in the Midwest.
And he says he's going to every Chinese buffet that he can.
until he gets food poisoning hey what's up nitrate until he gets food poisoning
and he always gets the crab rangoon this guy's really funny but that's what a great idea for a
channel but they took one of the medications out of my protocol that helps with like you know
anxiety and stuff like that but it also messes with your memory so i'd rather have my memory
Cold hands, warm heart, they say.
And they kept me for a while, a little observation, and then sent me on my way.
But this one took a lot out of me.
I had one like a few days ago or something like last week.
This one was way worse.
But in the hospital, I was entertained by a little bit of slop.
You know, watch a little slop.
What a train wreck.
people with the stupid chat.
Man, there are so many more important things in life
than if someone else is in the chat, dude.
Come on.
Am I the only one here who's going to grow up?
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one who's, you know,
doing other things, moving forward and changing things up?
I guess so.
Just a bunch of losers just doing the same thing
for the past few years is like, bro,
So enough is enough. But, you know, just any little thing to create some kind of drama and, you know, look, that's that's part of the allure of YouTube is the, you know, is the soap opera stuff.
Everybody loves it. Who doesn't love a gun soap opera? And that's what these things play out as, you know, because a lot of the people that are in these chats, like, they don't show their faces, they don't, they don't understand that on the other side of these shows.
There's like human beings, you know, there's human beings.
And the way the world works is that you get out of it, what you put into it.
And if you put in bullshit, then that's how you're going to get back in life.
You're not going to advance.
No one's going to want to do anything with you.
That's funny.
It's like their train is going, but the bridge has collapsed in front of them.
And they don't see that they're heading towards a disaster, whatever that whatever that plays itself out as, you know, it's usually these people that get together.
They have no idea who they are, but they're so lonely and desperate that all of a sudden they're like, oh, I love you.
I love you. And these meaningless drivel conversations that are just so forced and
transparent. It's all stupid. If I could turn back time. So I saw this like
slop had like this guest on. It was weird. That dude seemed one taco short of a combination plate.
And, you know, there were so many questions that they could have asked him that could have been sort of, you know, beneficial in some way, you know, if they had any intelligence, but they're, they were sitting there like, asking, like, there's this, they finally have someone on their channel that's slightly newsworthy.
and they want to know if this individual knows k2 what i heard that i was like this is the
that's when i stopped i was like this is the this is the dumbest this is the dumbest shit i've ever
seen i don't show these clowns videos i don't you know they're not going to get the and and look
look at the way things were i've stopped covering these people on my videos and their
their shit has tanked you know their shit has tanked but that's the the lesson that
you know can be taken from this experience is you know you somehow get involved one way or
mother with idiots and they will
out idiot you every time
but the dummies are doing
exactly what I need them to do
so
dummy is as dummy
does
they don't even realize it
watch out for the drop doors
I'm never going to be
good looking and fun
like ZDT
I'm always going to be fat
and stupid
And I personally, I don't mind.
I don't care who's lurking or not lurking or who gives a shit.
If you're watching, you're watching.
If you're watching and you're not commenting, you're likely blocked.
But you're still watching.
That's always a trip.
So you're such a loser.
You gotta sit and watch my channel when you're banned.
You can't comment.
so you're so desperate that you have to go to other platforms to comment where nobody watches
i mean the desperation what's the end game you know do you just want me to die is that it
if i die i'm gonna come back and haunt you
i'm gonna haunt you all i know is from my life experience the more you try and fuck someone
else up in life the more you're gonna the more you're gonna fuck yourself up like you you know
You may be doing some damage to that individual, but the damage is really on you because it just shows what kind of person you are, which is a psychotic, obsessed, stalker piece of human garbage that would never, ever present yourself in front of me.
That's all.
I get it.
I get it.
But maybe you need some kind of, you know, bippy.
Maybe you need to just have a little bippy sucker, you know, have a little bippy sucker, because look at how many of you there are.
And you still was everything that you put together and try and resource to try and get me.
Here I am. Motherfucker. What are you going to do about it?
How about that?
losers go away chicken shoots and the people that care are just them they're liking their
own shit from alts oh well booga booga how'd that work out for you didn't no didn't didn't
think so yeah it's just super sad what do they tell people what they do for a living
so what do you do for a living uh i go after zdt that's what i do okay okay precious
what a little sweetheart can't hide forever never works out like that never works out like that
like the one that tags coco all the time you're the biggest bitch in them all
You're the biggest bitch, F-word, smooth brain that I've ever, ever experienced.
You are so extra.
That's why their wife left them.
If they even have a wife.
Who knows?
I doubt it.
Or maybe use a little soap, you little bitch.
You're such a little bitch.
Look at you hiding, hiding from me.
Hiding from the one you talk so tough about.
Oh, okay.
That makes sense.
Would never want to get involved in another man's life that deeply.
Do they want to buy, like, my used underwear or something?
Is that what they got?
Is that what they want?
I'm trying to figure it out.
That's what happens with the try-hards, you know?
They do too much, and they fail.
Of whatever warped, demented goals they may have, it's not going to work.
It must be so annoying to know that.
And after a little rest, I'm going to continue the copyright strikes and the privacy complaints.
I'm just going to keep doing it.
So, whatever.
Keep that clock going.
Maybe go hate something else, you know?
because it just ain't working
just ain't working
and they hide because they don't want to be
criticized so they gotta hide
hey
just shows
what a bitch you are
but we'll get there
we'll get there
maybe try and find something of value
maybe try and bring some value
to the world
maybe do something that makes
people happy
right and you know make fun of the pizza all you want i fed more homeless people than you
low lives have i've done more for the world in the past two months than you motherfuckers have
done in years for anybody else but yourself your own little shrimp dick you know little feelers
fed over a hundred homeless people that's more than fucking captain fatso has fucking done
that's for sure
but I guess you'll focus on me because you have
nothing to offer the world
you know
you don't bring anything to the table, you don't have any
talent, you don't have any
gifts, you don't have any
abilities
other than stalking people
so good for you
good for you
yeah, I mean, what have they done to help
other people
and even though I'm under an extreme amount
of stress I still manage to help
other people
you know I could be real bitter about
it
but I'm still going to help other people
and like I said
you motherfuckers don't do shit
for the world or for society
or to improve it
I do
so continue to ride my coattails
for attention because you can't get any
on your own and personally
I don't need attention
I've gotten plenty of it in my life. I'm supposed to rest for a couple days, but we got another, you know, homeless pizza drive coming up. And, you know, I experiment with the dough, blah, blah, blah. But all those, we don't waste anything. We don't waste anything.
And if people want to get in the way of me feeding and helping homeless and having a business that makes people happy, well, okay, but I still do something that makes people happy, and you don't.
So, yes, I'm better.
So, you know, maybe you'll find yourselves today.
Maybe you'll find a purpose in life.
I doubt it.
But, you know, keep it up.
maybe you'll end up like Jeffrey
the curse of ZDT
not even comparable
yeah they haven't done anything
for anybody else
yet they're attacking somebody
who feeds homeless people
you know I help a lot
of people
I still talk about it all the time
but I am pretty proud about
the you know pizzas going out
and like I said about
85-90% of them are very
talkative and you know i've given some of them ways to get to treatment so that's kind of the
idea where i'd like to take it because a lot of them are just have it's either mental health or
drug abuse you know maybe i need to give these weirdos lessons because i don't think any of
them really know how to start their own business or start to do something that's valuable or
worthwhile to the world and like i said anybody who wants to try and shut down my business or
what i'm doing you want to affect homeless people being fed okay that makes sense well i'm pretty
wiped out and uh i need to rest i might jump back on later i might not i'm going on a little uh
you know another jaunt at a friend's place for a little while and uh i'm gonna chill there
I relax, but also for everybody who in other areas and places have been very nice about wondering what was up with me.
And I thank everybody for caring, first of all.
And it's nice to have a lot of people care about what happens to me, unlike some of these other, you know, nutters.
I have people that actually care about me
and that's really good to know
so I appreciate you
and I'm going to
still be streaming from
a remote location
because you don't think my friends don't have a PS5
right?
but yeah
so we'll still be streaming
but I'm going to dip
I hope you guys have a great day
and I'll catch you guys on the next one
might see you a little bit later
depending on how I feel
and